What would you have done, and could I have been busted for possession?
First, let me state I have no objection, nor do I have the right to object to anyone taking legally prescribed drugs for whatever condition. If it were my minor child, I think I would have a right to input. That is not the issue.
Nursing school. Drilled into our heads drugs. State
could get busted for possession if you take a drug
to authorities. Illegal drugs were not an issue in
our home, we were not illegal drug users. Much taboo about psych drugs. I could not care less if it is legally
prescribed by a competent medical care provider.
Unknown to me, someone has an agenda with me.
I was cleaning our closet, this is the semester prior to graduating from nursing school. In a shoe, in the closet I found a bottle, unmarked, unlabeled of pills. I do not
know for absolute sure what they were. Full bottle.
I panicked. Full panic, blind panic, I said a bad word, and ran
to the commode, dumped and flushed. I did not take one of them, I did not take one out of the bottle. Had my husband been home I would have talked to him about them right then and there. He did have tinnitus
from smoking for many many years. He had cut down from four packs when we married, to one pack a day when home of Carlton extra lights. I would have had no objection to his taking a legal drug. He was a grown man with all the rights to whatever anyone else had,
needless to say. But as I said,
I panicked. Then, out of fear again, thinking I am
being set up because so much was going on, I called some ladies I knew who were with law enforcement.
Told them I found this, and that I did not take them.
I mentioned no names. I was trying to protect myself
I was so close to graduation.
My husband never missed those pills. Never said a word. Never acted like he knew a thing. Very puzzing.
Then I started thinking. I know those pills had been in the closet for at least 3 years. I can retrospectively tell you everyone who knew they were there, probably including, but not for sure people in college.
Could I have been busted for possession? Where
would I have taken them. If they were Xanax, and
they looked sort of like the light blue Xanax or a pill
for dizziness. I am almost sure they were Xanax.
That is a schedule four controlled drug. No label.
Listen up . I was in college.
Female. Old joke, looking for your MRS. degree.
No . I had one and I wanted to keep it. No plans for
divorce whatsoever. I had a recipe file box. Got it
when I read a book written by a preacher’s wife.
No. I never tried to be like anyone else. We were very
active in church for many years. My husband
I believe considered the clergy. I emulate no one.
Nor do, or did I envy or copy them.
She talked about her housekeeping system. I adopted
some of it. In this box, I had birthdays, holidays,
yearly chores, monthly, weekly , daily chores according to month or day. Did I do all this routinely?
No. I am not a compulsive housekeeper, I am also
not anal. I am not fixated anywhere. Not. Zilch.
It came in handy for the bds, etc. and I knew all the time what needed to be done. If I got into housecleaning mode, I had a list of things overdue, and current to pick from. It was really neat.
Some one took it upon themselves to defend my husband in case I divorced him. They were inspecting my housekeeping. I found the pills when I cleaned the bottom of the closet, straightening the shoes.
They also found my list of canning and freezing
which I kept from year to year: Made 80 jars of corn last year; Used it all. Make more this year, etc.
Well. I was not planning to divorce. My husand did
not ever complain about the house. My kids and I could
clean the house top to bottom in an hour and it look
neat as a pin, and do deep cleaning in about three
hours of every room. I usually did it,because I wanted to do so.
What do you think? Could I have been busted?
Also, I have never heard the end of this. No one, no one, as usual ever mentioned the pills. No one.
Not one single person. Could that be guilt?
Yes. You can be busted in your home. It happens every day. Every day.
Yes. You can be busted in your home. It happens every day. Every day.